Full of Answered Prayers

Divine Homework

2009-12-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

Sure, there's lots of reading, writing and 'rithmetic in Kindergarten, but it is also chock-full of life lessons. For C and us. So tonight after a few rounds of sight-word reviews and sentence writing, we pondered some of those lessons we're learning and prayed mightily over a couple of them:

First, we prayed for C's classmate, "A," who is being told by his father that God isn't real. We lifted up little "A" and his father and asked God to move upon their hearts so that they might come to know him in the way we know him and come to call him "Friend." C shared the details of his exchange with "A", which included C's emphatic statements ""A," I go to church every Sunday and I'm telling you, I know for sure God is real!" and "If you don't receive Jesus, at the end of life, you and your father will wish you had believed Him." [Wow!) I thank God for the strong witness he is creating in C. His response to "A" got the attention of an adult within earshot, who shared some things with me that we can pray specifically, for "A" and his family.

Next, we prayed for C's schoolmate whose life was taken in a tragic accident this week. C had so many questions that I struggled to answer: What is heaven like, is it better than earth? Why do accidents happen? Why do little kids die? What's so amazing is that God prepared me for this very conversation, in advance. This morning, to be exact. Take at look at my morning devotion. I shared it with C - we don't have all the answers, but we can trust God's character and know that he is good; He is in control and He is always present. Then, the Holy Spirit flooded my remembrance with many of God's promises - and I prayed every one of them. I asked God to be close to [us] the broken hearted; To grant a peace that passes all understanding; To bless those that mourn and comfort them; To work even this out for the good of those who love him and are called according to his purpose.

Finally, I saw a very restless, sad, inquisitive little boy release a weight, as we discussed God's presence in this and every situation. C is learning more and more about the unfailing love of the God we serve. C is seeing first-hand that we are vessels that carry God's Word to the unsaved. He will come to understand that life is not always a bed-o-roses BUT the presence of God can comfort and help us deal with the things that hurt and that we do not understand. He fell asleep so peacefully as I prayed and sang God's words, over him.

Despite our heartbreak tonight, I thank God in advance for what he is doing in our lives with each of these situations AND for allowing us (and others), to get to know Him, this way.

This Feels Weird

2009-12-08T18:29:00.000-08:00

It has been five months to the day since I last blogged. I took a break because I simply couldn't find the time. Now I'm back, and well, I almost can't find the words. But soon enough, the two (time & words) will come together - I just know it.

As a first post, I'll sum up the last five months this way -

God is moving (I can't wait to share some of the amazing things He's done in my life over the past five months)!

Life is happening (Yes it is, you'll see).

The kids are growing (When you see the latest pics, you won't believe how they've grown. And I know I'm biased, but they are some awfully cute little guys. I'll share photos, soon).

My head is spinning (The to-do list in the "A" household still runneth over).

And last, but not least

I'm making my way back to bloggy-land to to "~~talk,~~ write it out!" I can't wait to catch up.

G'night. Sleep Tight.

MY FRIEND NEEDS A MIRACLE

2009-07-08T19:11:00.000-07:00

I posted this a couple of months ago, about my childhood friend who was diagnosed with Colon Cancer. I saw her this past weekend - her spirits are high, but the battle ahead of her is long. Please pray specifically for God to heal my friend, affectionately known as Gee Gee. Pray that HE will heal her body and use this situation to bring GLORY to HIM.

I know HE can. Pray with me, that HE will.

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Praise the Lord O my soul and forget not all HIS benefits. He who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases (Psalm 103:2-3)

You are the God who performs miracles; you display your power among the peoples (Psalm 77:14)

Lord, I have heard of your fame; I stand in awe of your deeds, O LORD. Renew them in our day, in our time make them known; in wrath remember mercy. (Habakkuk 3:2)

SUMMER-ING

2009-06-26T14:44:00.000-07:00

What are we up to these days? Oh, just summer-ing. The boys have both had their birthdays and we are now doing our summer rounds to celebrate the birthdays of many of their friends. Next stop, Water Party at 10:30 am tomorrow morning. I love that we have a little bit of freedom to kick back and enjoy the simple things. Here's just some of what's going on with the A family so far this summer:

We just returned from our vacation at the beach [Gulf Shores, AL]

It was a really a blast. We met L's family there which brought plenty of action, good conversation and fun. I will post photos (many,many photos) soon!!!

NEXT, I'm preparing to spend two days at a Resort in Illinois, as a reward for a hard year at work, in which I along with several other team members accomplished A LOT. This is my latest testimony. A testament to the total power of prayer. This time last year, I was crying out to the Lord and wondering "Is this job right for me?" "Can I be effective?" "Am I adding value/necessary?" "Will I be downsized, right-sized, or worse fired!" It was not good. BUT the God I serve IS good. And He is big and faithful and altogether awesome. I can only raise my hands and repeat my faith pledge learned from my current Beth Moore Bible Study:

1. God is who He says He is
2. God can do what He says He can do
3. I am who God says I am
4. I can do all things through Christ [who gives me strength]
5. God's Word is alive and active in me

Amen.

Also, I AM SO LIKING the spontaneity in our schedule that allows the kids to do this:

normally we make it to the crib for our after lunch nap, but summer can take the normal out of everything, right?

FINALLY, the quality time we have with them is just precious!!!

... a nice Father's Day shot

My summer to-do's include (a) Completely potty training B, (b) Continuing to enjoy our time at the Library, (c) Completing C's summer reading requirements & related activities, (d) Taking the boys swimming. Oh, and getting the boys' rooms completely ORGANIZED for our new schedule which will now include Kindergarten!

What are you up to this summer? Do.Tell.

BROKEN THEN BETTER

2009-05-31T00:48:00.000-07:00

A few months ago one of the "slats" on a window-blind in our guest bedroom was broken. L has had it, among other things, on his "honey-do" list since that time. And as the date approached for my mother-in-law to come out for a three week visit, he was ready to address it. L originally thought it would be a simple trip to our local home improvement hub, after all, we're talking a cheapo blind that we put on all the windows in the house when we moved in four years ago. They get replaced as we pick a room to upgrade, and that room's time has not yet come. So, off he went to our local home improvement warehouse, only to discover that these particular blinds are no longer made. Well!

So after many trips for L and a joint trip to decide on a proper replacement that we both liked and that would fit on a window with rather odd dimensions,we made our selection. The set of blinds we chose, was considerably more expensive and much nicer than their predecessors. I guess you could say, we ended up doing an upgrade-by-force. And things really looked UP when we finished. It makes me glad to have had the inconvenience, that relative to the outcome, was minor.

This situation really struck a chord with me. Though, I'm speaking "blinds" and "windows" this experience sounds much like what God does in our lives - breaking and blessing. So many of our blessings and growth spurts come on the heels of broken-ness. He moves us to uncomfortable circumstances, personal valleys and weaknesses that give him the opportunity to make even greater revelations of himself, increase our measures of Faith and ultimately move us to a higher spiritual place than we were before the "break." I would say that qualifies as an "upgrade," totally.

When I look back over some of the trials in my own life, though uncomfortable and painful at the time, I am thankful for my growth, my learning, my healing, the increased measure of Faith and more-so the Almighty & Sovereign God I serve! Only through him can I become broken then better.

HI, FIVE

2009-05-28T00:27:00.000-07:00

Well, the much anticipated age of 5 has finally arrived at our house. Last week, C turned 5 and it has been as eventful as he said it would be. So far, not a day has gone by that we didn't talk about him being 5. That's okay, I love it and him - to pieces.

It's hard to believe the little boy who made me "mommy" has grown up so fast. Really, it seems like only yesterday that my husband (who, according to my mother-in-law, once had his drivers license snatched for speeding tickets) drove only 10 mph from the hospital with this precious cargo in tow.

As you can imagine, our lives and hearts were changed forever. Yeah, there were the mounds of poopie diapers, the never ending runny noses, the bumps and bruises and the accumulation of all things BOUNCY - seats, swings, etc - but it is all worth.

Here are just a few things (well, slightly more than a few) about C that I love:

- He is a tremendously loving and very protective little boy.

- He thinks his Dad hung the moon.

- He thinks his mommy is very smart. (a direct quote)

- He thinks his Nana (my mom) is the most fabulous cook in the universe (and that's another quote).

- He has settled nicely into being a BIG brother (yes, it was a transition).

- He is the most verbal child I have ever known (and being from a HUGE family with over 35 1st cousins of my own, I have known quite a few children). His abilities to make his "case" and express his P.O.V. never cease to amaze me.

- He can be painfully shy at first meeting but once he warms up LOOK OUT, the child can talk.

- He LOVES family. Spending time with or just talking about cousins, aunts, uncles, grandparents and all things family make his little eyes sparkle.

- Hearing him pray, absolutely melts my heart. He is getting really good at the Lord's prayer.

- He is festive to the core. He wants to celebrate everything. He even told me recently, that right between Mother's Day and Father's Day there should be Children's Day. Get this: he so much wanted this to be, that he discussed it with his teacher a few weeks ago, and a little girl of Turkish decent shared with them that there actually is a Children's Day celebrated in Turkey and one on the books in the United States. So he is now committed to its revival, via our house.

- He is learning to read and spell.

- He is mean on a computer.

- He has taken a real interest in cooking. The boy can really stir some muffin mix.

- He wants to be a doctor-builder-fireman-police officer-ambulance driver-cook, who plays soccer and football on the side, when he grows up.

- Despite his plans for football, he is becoming quite the basketball enthusiast. He begs to stay up past his bedtime and watch the NBA playoffs. L and I laughed so hard the other night when he blurted out "The other team is winning because Kobe [Bryant- LA Lakers] is NOT applying enough pressure." What? Where did he get that?

- He loves to sing, especially songs about Jesus.

- He loves books and storytelling.

- When he was about 2 1/2, my mother-in-law, would have her friends call to hear him talk to them about the Bible. He remembered every single story we ever read to him. It was AMAZING, really.

- He has a stubborn streak, but it is usually overshadowed by his sensitive,caring side.

- He knows I am proud to be his mom. I tell him often.

Happy 5th Birthday, Mr. C.

WAKE UP CALL

2009-05-27T00:25:00.000-07:00

Every Wednesday morning at 6:30 am, the volunteers in our church's Youth Ministry rise and shine to come together via conference call for brief fellowship and prayer. We pray for growth and effectiveness in the ministry and for one another - sharing our individual prayer requests and praise reports. The sharing is a blessing in itself. I cannot put into words how thankful I am to God for this family of faith and the fellowship with other believers who are committed to personal spiritual growth and the growth of those around them. I feel blessed beyond measure just to be able to start my day with two things I love people and prayer.

O, how I love to talk to the Lord. I recognize prayer as a tremendous privilege and I cherish nothing more than my personal relationship with God, of which prayer is an integral part. I am currently reading The Power of Simple Prayer by Joyce Meyer and I think my thoughts & feelings on Wednesday morning can be summed up in her words:

"Prayer is a personal relationship, an intimate activity that takes place primarily between God and an individual. But as believers, we do not exist in a vacuum. We are part of God's family, we are connected to the body of Christ, and part of the power of the Christian life is found in our relationships with other people. God uses them to sharpen us, to strengthen us, to help us, to celebrate with us, to walk with us through the ups and downs of everyday life....Sometimes we pray for the people around us and sometimes we pray with them. When we pray for them, we are praying prayers of intercession, and when we pray with them, we are praying prayers of agreement....The prayer of agreement brings the power of multiplication, and the blessing of God into a situation."
- Joyce Meyer

Yes, I think that sums it up. And now a prayer:

Thank you O God, for the tremendous privilege of prayer and for your darling Son, Jesus Christ who made it possible for us to approach a Holy God and even taught us how to pray. Thank you for placing me in the midst of people whom I can encourage, and whom I can be encouraged by, as we seek collectively and individually, to grow spiritually and to have a deeper, richer relationship with you. You are an awesome, awesome God!

"For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them." [Matthew 18:20,KJV]

PRETTY PACKAGES

2009-05-26T04:27:00.000-07:00

"But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or height, for I have rejected him. The Lord does not look at the things a man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." (1 Samuel 16:7 NIV)

On Sunday afternoon we visited our local farmers market - Harry's. It's always a fun trip. We enjoy the fresh fruits and vegetables as well as the variety of other products not sold in our regular run-of-the mill grocery store. The boys get so excited when we read them all the captions about the various fruits and vegetables there, we always seem to learn something new. The boys' favorite section is the bakery and Sunday was particularly exciting, because we allowed each of them to select one thing of their choosing to take home. C was drawn to a particular wafer style cookie with brightly colored packaging, in fact, he decided fairly quickly that would be his choice. However, there was one small problem. Well, actually there were several small problems that came in the form of missing ingredients. The packaging clearly stated that the cookies C so desired excluded A LOT of the ingredients he has come to know and love. They were "free" of practically everything - gluten, wheat, eggs and dairy - just to name a few. Despite all the "free-ofs," the packaging was pure eye-candy and for C, that sealed the deal.

We engaged in a fairly lengthy conversation around the picture on the outside versus what was really on the inside. I explained as best I could on a 5-year-old-level, that things are not always what they seem and we should not make decisions based solely on what we see. Some of this he understood but mostly he decided to trust me and made another choice.

I thought of the many lessons packaged in this little "packaging" experience for C, not to mention the reinforcements that were there for me. I know we will have this conversation many times over the years ahead, though the reasons for the conversation may change, the basic lessons will remain the same. Here are just a few things I hope to impress upon C (and B), in the years God has given us to teach and train them.

God is concerned with the inside. We should live lives that are authentically aligned with His Holy Word. Not just ones that are well-packaged, meaning they look good on the outside and are even filled with religious exercises, yet they are void of any true pursuit of holiness.
Life's pretty packages, though very appealing to the eye (or ear or mind or wallet) do not always contain God's best for us. Seek the heart of God in every circumstance.
Trust God. Where C didn't understand the fancy words after the "free-of" claims, and I was short on simple explanations, he chose to trust me. I was prepared to let this lesson go all the way home with us, if he had stood his ground; But,it was beautiful to see his final decision hinge upon the words I had spoken to him. And I pray that this will be the same way he grows to trust God and live by FAITH even when sight (and packaging) says different.

Lord, hear my prayer.

POMP & CIRCUMSTANCE

2009-05-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

I pinched myself and realized/accepted that the child L and I dropped off at this daycare center approximately 5 years ago, - crying and experiencing extreme separation anxiety (oh, that was Me.) - was now graduating, and we are moving on to a brand new phase of life.

It was a short, sweet, sentimental ceremony (try saying that, really fast three times). Through song they encouraged each other to stay strong and do their very best in everything. Through poetry we were reminded of all they had learned through play over their pre-school years and how they were molded in some way by each and every relationship and each and every interaction. For C I can say that he was not just "molded" or "formed," he was "enriched." Most of our experiences were positive. He was surrounded by people who genuinely loved him and spoke nothing but positive, life giving words to him since he was a baby. Now, he is a happy, smart, self-assured and tremendously loving child who makes the most of each day.

L and I were moved beyond belief and after putting the kids down on Friday night, we talked at length about the past five years. Earlier in the week, as L worked to make sure the video camera was properly powered, accessorized and ready to go we paused to watch some footage of years gone by. This was the basis of our Friday night walk down memory lane. We laughed until we cried at some things, we were misty-eyed about other things and pondered the really tough times of child rearing, so far.

The rough and tough times have been many and though they seemed so very difficult in those moments, they did not define us. In fact, today the details around some of those "low" moments have become somewhat fuzzy and it takes both of us to get ALL the details exactly right. Like: Exactly how long was he hospitalized with RSV? or When he was taken to the pediatrician's office to get that very smelly eraser fished out, was it from his ear or his nose? It turns out that it was TWO separate instances, making the correct answer "BOTH!" My, goodness!

Through it all, it was those "valley" moments that give us the wellspring of what we feel in our hearts today - appreciation, thankfulness and assurance that God is always near. Always. I remember, when C became ill and was hospitalized L's mom just happened to be visiting and she just happened to bring a good friend of their family along. When L and I were distraught that C's condition did not seem to be improving, we learned that the family friend was a mighty prayer warrior. She stood by C's bedside and prayed God's word back to Him and within hours God began to restore C's health. O, He is sovereign! Reflecting this weekend has given us joy and most importantly the right frame of mind in which to move forward: by faith and and not by sight, trusting God in every situation. No matter what hard times we face, we know that in the end they will all work together for our good and "God is so much God," that he can reduce mountains to mere "fuzzy" memories and minor bumps in the road so we can focus on the joy in our journey.

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11, NIV)

ZOO (IN A GOOD WAY)

2009-05-14T19:59:00.000-07:00

Last Friday was THE Zoo - literally ....

This Friday will be A Zoo - figuratively, as we kick off another activity filled weekend and I'm not complaining one bit, in fact I'm looking forward to every thing in the "line-up." I would not wish to trade out one single.solitary. event. So, even though I refer to it as a "zoo," I mean that in the best kind of way. We will see and do lots of different things - all priceless and exciting:

Friday night is C's Pre-K graduation. O, how my heart melts! This is truly a watershed event for our family. Over the past several months, everything (energy, effort, activities, everything) - has flowed into this moment and over the next several months all things will flow out of this milestone. C's age and grade (Kindergarten/5) makes him "eligible" for lots of new things - church choir, city league football and who knows what else. We're excited but it is bittersweet I tell you, just bittersweet. I have stocked up on tissues, for tomorrow and the months to come. Most of the ceremony will be a surprise to the parents but I've had the pleasure of hearing C practice a few of the songs around the house and I tear up EVERY time. He is really growing up and it was a fast five years!

Saturday I will be Mistress of Ceremony of a Women's Tea at a dear friends church. The theme: Women of Many Hats. Everyone is wearing a hat, this could be like the Christian Kentucky Derby(what fun!!!)> The scripture focus is Titus 2. Talk about excited. I can't wait to fellowship with a room full of women on Biblical Womanhood, Balance and Discipleship, Intentional Living, Spiritual Integrity and the overall Pursuit of Holiness in the most practical areas of our lives as outlined in the Word of God. I expect that our hearts will be truly blessed.

Sunday I begin my very first Kay Arthur precepts class with a small study group at our church. We will be embarking on an inductive Bible Study of the book of Leviticus. I cannot wait to behold the wonders of HIS great law.

That's what's going on with us and as I prepare my heart is thankful.

Thank you Lord for the many wonders you have placed in my life. The gift of two beautiful children and a wonderful husband to me and father to them, who actively expresses his love for us each and every day. I thank you for the friends you have placed in my life who love you with all their hearts and like me, are chasing after you. I thank you for my church - this great family of faith - some of whom I will connect with on Sunday to begin a study of your decrees and commandments, so that we might know your more and come closer each day to living lives that uncompromisingly align with your Word. In Jesus' name, Amen.

"In every thing give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you." (1 Thessalonians 5:18, KJV)

SOME BUNNY'S BLOGGING AGAIN

2009-04-12T14:40:00.000-07:00

Yes, it's me, trying to get back into my old and very favorite routine - blogging. So, without further delay, I'll jump right in...

Today can be best described as just awesome! This RESURRECTION SUNDAY found me with a changed direction in my life - saved, set free and living for the Lord, needless to say, it was pretty special.

Me, L and the kids joined our dear friends (the L family) for an Easter Celebration at their church. It was a casual dress, spirit filled service, followed by an Easter egg hunt, a variety of outdoor activities and dinner, to boot. Might I add - dinner was um-um good. And yes, we got all this in one place. I guess that's why they called it The Easter Eggstravaganza. I toted the camera along, but there was just a ton of activity and as it turned out, I needed both hands to manage two very busy and super-excited little boys. I'm sorry to say I didn't get photos.

In the absence of pictures, imagine if you will, what it might have been like with a large group of Christians celebrating the rising of our Lord & Savior Jesus Christ, along with lots of plastic eggs stuffed full of the kids' favorite sugary treats. Can't you just see the FUN?

All week my soul has been filled with an indescribable JOY. I have been super-sensitive to what this day means and just in constant prayers of thanksgiving for God's great love. As I wandered in the grocery store after work on Tuesday, I saw a very frustrated mother standing outside her minivan, talking to her obviously out of chances child, "That's it!," she yelled "Easter is cancelled!" Oh, my! You just don't know, how I began thanking God (right there in the parking lot) that he was not like man. I'm sure that mother had every right to be frustrated and oh, I so know how our children can "take us there," but (as Romans 5:8 tells us) even while we were yet sinners - temper tantrums, bad behavior and all - Christ died for us! Thank God He didn't get frustrated with us and really cancel Easter! Even as they nailed Him to the cross, Jesus Christ cried out a prayer of forgiveness "Forgive them father, they know not what they do!" (Luke 23:34) I'm just glad Easter wasn't cancelled (did I say that already?).

As I stirred around this week getting ready for our fun-filled weekend, I kept a song in my heart. By the way, our weekend included:

(1) The Easter parade at the boys' school on Friday:

(2) A fun family outing with the C family on Saturday - L and I have known Mr. and Mrs. C long before either of us were married or had young'uns and here we are, going on family outings with four of them. WOW! God is good.

(3) - Last but not least - the big celebration today.

Anyway, while preparing for all of this, there is one song in particular that I have sung, hummed and meditated on non-stop, we sang it at my church growing up and you may know it too:

"Because He lives I can face tomorrow. Because He lives all fear is gone. Because I know, He holds the future, And life is worth the living just because He lives!"

I really love this first verse:

"God sent his Son, they called him Jesus. He came to love heal and forgive. He lived and died to buy my pardon, An empty grave is there to prove my Savior lives."

There are many different renditions (country, contemporary, etc..) and here is a short sample of R&B artist Fantasia, singing it the way we did.

WE INTERRUPT THIS

2009-02-04T13:56:00.000-08:00

Program To Say ...

A few weeks ago in a team meeting, I was part of an ice-breaker exercise in which we were asked to share our most embarrassing moment. Immediately, my mind was flooded with flashbacks of things the boys have done and SAID over the past couple of years. Like the time we were out to dinner and C decided to debate me openly in the presence of our short-haired waitress, as to whether or not she was a girl or a boy! It was then that I realized he had never seen a woman with really short hair. And now, I have yet another embarrassing moment to add to my repertoire, this time it was B.

At the end of our vacation we sat at the airport, awaiting the departure of our 5:30 am flight back home. B retreated to a dark corner to do his “dirty” work. When he finished, I retrieved him and we held hands (and noses) as we sang our ABC’s, heading towards the nearest changing table! Upon our return to the gate area little B decided to make the following public service announcement: “Hey! I boo-boo in my pull-yup.” He really got a lot of sleepy people laughing.

While not entirely sure, I’d like to think he was mostly proud of the fact that even after that messy mess; he was now "all ~~clean~~ qween." If that is true, then maybe, just maybe, I can relate to his excitement.

Not so long ago, I was living in a messy-mess myself. A life steeped in pride, gossip, lies, bouts of depression, a perverse mouth - just to name a few. And like B, I'm pretty proud to be clean; washed in the Blood of Jesus. Still a work-in-progress, I love to share how the wonderful, mighty love of God has already delivered and set me free, from much. Even though I was out of HIS will I was not out of HIS reach. And like B, I tell it whenever I can, wherever I am, to whoever will listen!

I'm reminded of a favorite Psalm - David's prayer and plea for cleansing & forgiveness. Tonight I'll share a portion:

"Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place. Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow....Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me."(Psalm 51:6-7, 10)

G'DAY MATE. I'M BACK.

2009-02-03T18:11:00.000-08:00

Hi there! I've found my way back here after a blog-less and much needed vacation. We spent a few days visiting this very gorgeous girl:

R is technically my little sister, however, at 6'1" she is, as C says, "way much bigger than me." That is precisely the reason I am affectionately known as the little big sister to her and my younger, also bigger, brother T. Anyway, R is tall, beautiful, fun, smart as a whip and plays a mean game of college HOOPS, which we had a mighty fun time watching. Next to my parents, here are her #1 fans:

I spent this weekend loving the LORD for his divine creation called family and I am going to spend the next couple of days enjoying this "rested" feeling I have (it will surely have worn off by Thursday). Oh yeah, and I'll spend some more time getting back in my groove here on the blog. We have a lot of catching up to do.

A HEAVY HEART

2009-01-27T16:15:00.000-08:00

Last night I learned that a dear childhood friend was diagnosed with cancer. I have never known a cancer diagnosis NOT be a hard thing to hear, however this is particularly difficult because GiGi is 37 years young. She is a wife and also "mommy" to a darling toddler.

Ge Gee and her family live in Texas and I don't get there very often so I don't see her much, but every time we are able to spend time together, though brief, it is like we talked only yesterday; You just never lose those childhood connections. I am crying out to the Lord for her and I covet your prayers for GiGi and her family.

There is NOTHING too hard for the Lord and we will believe HIM for healing.

G'night

NEW YEAR NEW YOU - PRAY IN FAITH II

2009-01-26T18:46:00.000-08:00

Praying for a spiritual awakening in China, this year.

A little background:

Today L and I joined C and his classmates on a field trip to a local Chinese restaurant. We were there to celebrate the Chinese New Year. It was fun and the children were really pumped, they have looked forward to this for a while. The food was average but being in the company of curious and very verbal 4 and 5 olds was just priceless. Some were turned off by the “ugly orange” sauce on perfectly good "chicken nuggets" while others openly shared their disdain for “yun-nions in the rice,” that's onions in the rice. And then there was the group who just wanted to celebrate their ability to find new and unintended uses for chopsticks. It was so much fun!

As for the chopsticks, C and I wanted so badly to get it right …

Here, C and Dad posed after a successful attempt (1 of 100) at picking up a nice chunk of chicken. They felt like true Olympians.

Since China was on my palette and my mind I was moved to say a prayer for that country today. Somehow I knew that China was NOT a country that embraced Christianity. However, I did a little research this afternoon and was surprised by the specifics. Here are a few of the things I learned:

¹ China has a population of approximately 1.4 Billion. The current number of Christians (though said to be increasing rapidly) ranges from 70 million to 130 million, representing a mere 5-9% of the total population. The disparity in the numbers (70m versus 130m) is driven by fear. Many Christians in China are not open about their faith and practice it underground due to a persistent attitude of intolerance.

² The Chinese government is officially atheist. However, China is often characterized by pluralism – having many different religions. Buddhism is the largest organized religion.

³ The Chinese government limits the amount of churches in Beijing and other cities forcing many Christians to meet in house churches, which gives them the advantage of being away from the glare of the Communist Party. However, they still must register with police, avoid neighborly confrontation (which can be loosely defined) and keep their congregation size low (the maximum is 25) – only then are they tolerated - "grudgingly." Still others make the choice to be completely “underground” and risk arrest to practice their faith.

⁴ China caps the number of Bibles that can be printed each year

Learning all this was enough to get me pleading God’s promises on behalf of my sisters and brothers in Christ, in the Peoples Republic of China, who even through trial seek to serve the True and Living God.

Heavenly Father, I pray for the people of China. Though the numbers of those who believe in the way, the truth and the life is growing there, let this New Year bring greater acceptance of you, Lord. I pray a special prayer from my sisters and brothers in Christ who are not able to worship you openly and risk persecution for professing their faith. Place a hedge of protection around these sisters and brothers so that no weapons formed against them prosper. Father, I know you are the same yesterday, today and forever. You changed the hearts of Kings in Babylon so that the temple could be rebuilt in Jerusalem. You changed the heart of Saul, who murdered those who preached the WAY and you in your almighty power can change the hearts of men in China so that you are exalted among ALL nations and in ALL the earth. I ask this in the name of your darling son Jesus, Amen.

Please pray for Christians in China.

One additional note: This was a VERY exciting trip for C. His classroom is very diverse he has classmates from almost every corner of the globe (one from Turkey, one from Puerto Rico, one from China and one from Pakistan) He wondered aloud a few weeks ago, if his friends went to church to learn about Jesus, he informed me that he was “getting ready to ask ‘em.” He also loves to travel. I have never seen one kid get more excited about going to the airport or seeing a plane! I talked to him about one day traveling to tell others about Jesus and his eyes lit up. I think I see mission trips in our future. I just know God is going to use him in a mighty way!!!

A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

2009-01-25T13:26:00.000-08:00

For the first time in at least 4 1/2 years, I attended a birthday celebration that did NOT include Chuck E. Cheese, Bouncy Houses or little people "hopped up" on sugar. This celebration was far more subdued, but no less meaningful and fun for me; Today our church turned 80 years old. Happy Birthday Elizabeth Baptist!

We viewed a From Then to Now, style short film looking at the church history from its humble beginnings with only three members up through today at 11,000 members strong. The majority of that growth occurring under the leadership of our current Pastor, Craig L. Oliver, Sr. It has been an amazing journey. As was today's theme - "A Journey of Faith."

The most moving parts of the short film were the personal testimonies of members who shared their experiences of total spiritual transformation since joining Elizabeth. I wrote about my own spiritual makeover in this post. The leadership at this great church has made spiritual authenticity their charge, literally.

Pastor Oliver is a visionary (to say the least) who believes deeply in the church's mission "To lovingly lead the lost into a relationship with Jesus Christ and develop mature believers." His journey alone - Youth Minister to Mega Church Leader and profound spiritual motivator/encourager - is evidence of the pure power of God's favor. So, in the spirit of continued advancement towards our church & personal goals, L and I will be participating with the entire church body in the following activities Pastor "O" outlined today:

¹ Read the Bible In A Year [starting today] "But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God." (Matthew 4:4, KJV)

² Internal Spiritual Audit [A Sermon & Study Series]

³ [A Personal] Journey of Faith [A Sermon & Study Series]

I look forward to growing alongside this awesome family of faith in which God has placed us. HE has answered my fervent prayers.

FLY THIS PLANE

2009-01-24T13:26:00.000-08:00

While in the doctor's office the other day I read this quote:

"When God leads you to the edge of the cliff, TRUST HIM fully. Only one of two things will happen, either HE will catch you when you fall, or HE will teach you how to fly."

Speaking of flying, later in the week, I ran across this:

This photo (I just love it!), captured a moment in which we were on an un-crowded flight and got the chance to "plop" C in the Co-pilot chair for a photo-opp. The Pilot began talking to him about all the instruments and how to fly the plane, as if he really expected him to do it! The expression on his face says that C was very overwhelmed.

I have been thinking lately, about how God calls us out of our comfort zone to do the work he has planned for us and it can feel a lot like being told we're going to have to FLY THE PLANE. But the Holy Spirit reminds me that HE has plans; plans that say HE will "show up and take care of you." ¹ I love this Word from the Lord spoken by Jeremiah to the exiles of Jerusalem. When the exiles were told that they would be led out of Babylon after seventy years of captivity the Lord (through Jeremiah) told them this:

"I know the plans I have for you. Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."(Jeremiah 29:11, NIV)

I too was led from captivity, freed from the bondage of sin; Not to be on the sidelines but to actively work in ministry and boldly witness of HIS goodness and grace. And by the way, I am learning that if I just follow HIM, the landings are much smoother. And after My Heavenly Pilot has guided me safely through, I'll be doing this:

¹ Jeremiah 29:11, The Message

FABULOUS FINDS FRIDAY

2009-01-23T13:53:00.000-08:00

Trin.ket [tring-kit] - a small showy ornament, usually of little monetary value, but of great sentimental value. Known to cause tremendous excitement and enjoyment for us girly girls!

One of my favorite things to do is shop for little trinkets. I pick them up everywhere. I'd like to use Fridays, here on the blog, to share my weekly "find" with all of you. Also, at the end of this post (using Mr. Linky) enter your name followed by a link to your very own Fabulous Finds Friday post.

This week's Fabulous Find is a beautiful line of bookmarks (Family Christian Stores). The vibrant colors and scripture inscriptions add quite a flair to Bible Study time!

JOS 24:15, MAKE YOUR CHOICE

2009-01-22T16:17:00.000-08:00

We have several things on our dance card this weekend and as it draws near, we have begun to discuss which of those things we might actually attend. A couple of our options involved travel and were easy to eliminate because they could cause C to miss a much anticipated field trip on Monday.

Even though our travel options could bring about a "near miss," at best, for an event that C has long looked forward to, he had a little trouble understanding why we couldn't just do everything. His confusion led to a rather long discussion and a fun exercise on making choices. Pretty quickly, he was up to speed and was even able to give Dad a simple definition of "choice," at dinner this evening - "you just pick one thing."

As I marveled at how quickly he "got it," I thought about the life filled with choices awaiting both C and B. For sure, it won't always be as easy as it was tonight. I would say it's never too early to start practicing and never to early to pray. I'm thankful we had the chance to start tonight. This is my prayer:

Dear Lord, thank you for the gifts you have given us in C and B. Help us to train them in your WORD, so when they are older - and must make choices independent of our input - they will not depart from it. Give us strength as we live out your teachings before them. Help us guide them not just "with word or tounge; but in deed and truth." Mold C and B in your image. Lord. When they find themselves at the crossroads of life (right versus wrong, good versus evil, moral versus immoral) I pray that the Holy Spirit bring back to their remembrance all that they have been taught, and they make the choice that represents YOU!

Afterwards, I gave myself a refresher course on CHOICES. I felt the need to review scripture and reaffirm the importance of HIS word when we reach that frequent point of "DECIDE." Here are few of my favorites:

Everything is permissible but not everything is beneficial. Everything is permissible but not everything is constructive. Nobody should seek his own good but the good of others (1 Corinthians 10:23-24, NIV)

Be strong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you, do not turn from it right or left, that you may be successful wherever you go. (Joshua 1:7, NIV)

Make level paths for your feet and take only ways that are firm. Do not swerve to the right or the left; keep your foot from evil (Proverbs 4:26-27, NIV)

But you man of God, flee from all this, and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness (1 Timothy 6:11, NIV)

...Then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve .... But as for me and my house we will serve the LORD. (Joshua 24:15, NIV)

DREAMS FROM MY FATHER

2009-01-20T08:14:00.000-08:00

Today marks the inauguration of our 44th president, Barack Obama. It was a time of reflection for me. Not on the man or the inaugural ceremonies, but on the Body of Christ. I will share, however, that only a few short months ago, while visiting the pumpkin patch with C, we ran across this: rows of cotton growing in the fields.

At that time, I reflected for a brief moment on slavery and racism, on the hurts and the ugly scars they have left on our country. Then, my thoughts turned towards thanksgiving that so many Americans have united and moved forward together. President Obama symbolizes that progress. BUT today, President Obama is not my foucs. With my thoughts towards Heaven, it is my earnest prayer that these historic events turn hearts, ALL hearts - that includes Obama, his supporters, his opponents and the whole-world-over - NOT towards man and his past accomplishments or future intentions, but towards God.

I was reminded in my meditation this morning that God is in all things, that government stands on HIS shoulders ¹ and that while Obama may put his best foot forward to do what he thinks is right...many are the plans in a man’s heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that will prevail ². I pray the enthusiasm that surrounds Obama today will surround our Lord and Savior who has already done and will continue to do immeasurably more than all that we could ask or imagine. ³

Obama faces huge challenges and though confidence in him is high (69%) it is yet to be determined whether or not he will rise to the occasion and successfully meet those challenges. On the other hand, God’s track record is spotless; there has never been anything too big for him. With the sheer power of HIS Word, HE spoke all things into existence. ⁴ HE owns the cattle on a thousand hills ⁵ and has never been in a recession, a mortgage crisis or a melt-down of any sort, in fact, HE is able to make all grace abound and provide all needs at all times for every good work ⁶. I find myself in the midst of all the excitement, wanting to defend and campaign and to use political speak, re-ignite the base of the body of Christ so that we experience this same exhilaration, hope and faith in our precious Lord and Savior. How I pray that no matter what the Obama administration carries forth God will gain glory and HIS Kingdom will reap a mighty harvest!

It is likely that the book by Barack Obama, - "Dreams from my Father - will fly off the shelves. I pray the same happens for the book that God Almighty provided -The Holy Bible - and today I, for one, have a renewed passion for it. A a passion to immerse myself in scripture, looking closely at the Dreams From My Heavenly Father and pleading his promises:

"If my people who are called by my name, will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and will heal their land. Now my eyes will be open and my ears attentive to the prayers offered in this place.⁷"

I want to live the dream he had for me in Deuteronomy 11:18-21, NIV:

“Fix these words of mine in your hearts and minds; tie them as symbols on your hands and bind them on your foreheads. Teach them to your children, talking about them when you sit at home and when you walk along the road, when you lie down and when you get up. Write them on the doorframes of your houses and on your gates, so that your days and the days of your children may be many in the land that the Lord swore to give your forefathers, as many as the days that the heavens are above the earth.”

I am in prayer today for our world, our nation, our leaders and the church. I pray that we will experience a renewed and unprecedented motivation to do for God what MILLIONS are doing today for our new President elect. I pray that we will elect God and him alone as the Lord of our lives and that upon HIS call we will travel from far and near to spread HIS message of hope; That we will put our faith, expectation and confidence wholeheartedly in HIM, that we will get excited and motivated, that we will excite and motivate others and finally write the Dreams From our Heavenly Father on our hearts and hold fast to his many, many promises!

WILL YOU JOIN ME?

Scripture references:
¹ Isaiah 9:6
² Proverbs 19:21
³ Ephesians 3:20
⁴ Genesis 1
⁵ Psalm 50:10
⁶ 2 Corinthians 9:8
⁷ 2 Chronicles 7:14-15

PRAY IN FAITH

2009-01-19T18:26:00.000-08:00

Pray for baby Harper and children that need healing, everywhere.

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"The prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise him up....." James 5:15

PRECIOUS LITTLE MEMORIES

2009-01-17T19:25:00.001-08:00

Today was particularly stressful. It's cold (... even had a few snow flurries here.) and we stayed inside the entire day. Needless to say, we are ALL stir crazy! The boys were WILD and I lost my patience a few times, requring the use of my deep "Mommy is a Drill Sergeant" voice. They don't like that, but I had to regain control.

Tonight I am winding down ... saying my prayers, looking at precious baby photos and thinking happy thoughts in preparation for a possible repeat tomorrow.

STILL WORTH SHARING

2009-01-15T16:42:00.000-08:00

Said another way, this is a "better late than never" post. I've missed posting more than a few good things over the past months. I would've loved to have shared them had ear infection, school play, busy day, car trouble, or just plain tired not happened, but who says all is lost, not me. I decided today to start posting those things anyway, even if they did happen three days or weeks or months ago, 'cuz I think they're still worth sharing... So a full three weeks after the fact, here is what I would've posted Christmas Day:

On Christmas Eve we baked cookies and left them out for Santa. C loved this.

B, who fell asleep very early was roused from his slumber by the smell of something baking and this happened....

Oh,my!

Our Christmas dinner was fabulous, right down to my mother-in-laws sweet potato pie recipe. My fondest memory is the special prayer C said at mealtime.

As far as pictures of the boys opening their gifts (they were sooooo excited), we don't have many, Dad used the video camera so I didn't use the camera much(oops!). By the time I realized it and tried to get a photoshoot going, all I got was this ....

Along with some great video and awesome memories !!!

F A S T E.R.

2009-01-13T20:35:00.000-08:00

This is a literal description of my day. I’ll start with the “fast.” Yesterday I began a 21 day FAST. There are many things I am believing God for and I am seeking HIS heart on many others, so I decided to do the 21 day Daniel Fast (mostly fruits and vegetables, with a few other things). Yesterday was rough, I didn’t plan this out too well and going off a “word of mouth” list of what you can and can’t eat, left me feeling very limited in my meal choices. Actually, I probably consumed too few calories, causing much irritability and frustration. However, God gave me the strength to make it through the day (and night) without breaking and this morning he sent me an angel.

It all started when I shared a piece of fruit with a co-worker (M) who forgot his breakfast. M felt terrbile about taking my orange, and almost refused. I assured him it was okay because I had plenty other fruits, casually commenting that I was fasting. M responded “Oh C is fasting too.” So we summoned C to my desk and it turned out that he is doing the same fast with his church. C had a well organized list of things you can eat, an electronic recipe book of dishes you can easily prepare and a scripture and prayer to start each day. C is on day 16 and really encouraged me to rely on the Lord for strength and press on! I mean C was the vessel that God used to “lay it all out” for me. I know Satan did not want me to succeed (or even start for that matter) but literally, the Lord, my shepherd prepared a table before me in the presence of the enemy (Psalm 23) and today was a breeze! God is so good!

Now for the “E.R.” part. I received a call from the kids’ school this afternoon; to inform me that B (who has an ear infection) had a little discharge from his ear when he woke up from naptime. “A little discharge,” was an understatement. I don’t want to be too graphic here, so I'll just say that when I arrived to pick him up, his cot-sheet looked like a crime scene. I rushed him to urgent care, called L in tears and after and very emotional hour the diagnosis and prognosis were good. B has a middle-ear infection and with the tubes he received in October, the infection was able to drain right out – apparently it happens. We received a prescription for a round of antibiotics and were off to the races.

Despite all the horror scenarios that ran through my mind, God did not agree with one of them. Thankfully, there is no damage to his eardrum and we see the Ear Nose and Throat Specialist (E.N.T.) tomorrow for a follow up. Pray and agree with us that the findings of the E.N.T. will be consistent with the great news we ALL HEARD tonight.

RESTING COMFORTABLY

2009-01-11T13:52:00.000-08:00

Granny visited from Texas this week and was kind enough to provide babysitting while Dad and I headed out for date night, both Friday and Saturday (whoo hoo!). The boys rested so well. Normally, we hire a sitter and both C and B are awake when we return, no matter how late. But, not this weekend. It's something about being in the comfortable and sure care of Granny that made them feel just fine going "sleepy -time." In fact they didn't even make it up to their bedrooms, they conked out right there on the sofa. Seeing them resting so peacefully when we returned last night, warmed my heart and reminded me of one of my favorite scriptures.

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." (Matthew 11:28, KJV)

Nothing else gives me the comfort I have of putting everything in the Lord's hands and just resting in him. I just have that supernatural peace that passes all understanding. Oh, I know how they feel.

O HAVE MERCY

2009-01-03T19:05:00.000-08:00

(Happy New Year!)

This morning C ran into the kitchen, irritated and upset, to ask me if “I could put B in trouble.” Translated, that meant he wanted me to place his little brother in time-out for a behavior that he decided was offensive. B has a little cold and has been having some bad days. Lately, his noise level and whiney-ness has frustrated C who, this morning, was really trying to "con-sun-straight" on something. I immediately thought of one of the first teachings of Christ – The Beatitudes. Specifically, “Blessed are the merciful for they will be shown mercy.” (Matthew 5:7, NIV)

C and I talked and I asked him to show a little kindness to his brother. I asked him to think of all the times he makes noise and mommy doesn’t “get him in trouble,” but gives him lots and lots of chances. We talked about the times he plays the piano while I’m on the phone with Nana, or sings really loud while I watch television or how he sometimes cranks up his remote control car when daddy and I are talking. We decided that he would just play something else for a little while so he wouldn’t have his “con-sun-straight-chun” broken again. I’m so glad the Holy Spirit nudges and reminds me to make the most of these teachable moments. When I had time to settle down this afternoon, I read a few passages on mercy.

I love the clarity of Luke 6:37-38 in The Message:

"Don't pick on people, jump on their failures, and criticize their faults— unless, of course, you want the same treatment. Don't condemn those who are down; that hardness can boomerang. Be easy on people; you'll find life a lot easier. Give away your life; you'll find life given back, but not merely given back—given back with bonus and blessing. Giving, not getting is the way. Generosity begets generosity."

I think mercy is our God-given theme this weekend. Yesterday, as I sat at a red light in some pretty nasty fog and rain I was rear-ended. An extremely apologetic older gentleman jumped out of the car and immediately began giving me his insurance and personal information. Only a few short months ago, I probably would have had some not so kind words for what I would've have seen only as the dude that rear-ended my nice new mini-van, but the Holy Spirit allowed me to see a real person who made a mistake, a grandfather who proudly wore the pictures of his grandson on his t-shirt and through conversation I learned, was rushing to the hospital to see a sick relative. Right there, The Holy Spirit also reminded me of the Lords mercies towards me and brought back to my rememberance (John 14:26) my memory scripture from a couple of weeks ago, which was Lamentations 3:22-23:

“Through the LORD’s mercies we are not consumed, Because His compassions fail not. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness.”

Not by my own power, but through Christ that lives in me I had compassion for this man and learned of the many reasons he could have been distracted at that moment. Besides, only a few minutes prior, I came just inches shy of rear-ending the vehicle in front of me in that same slippery spot.

Again today, I was reminded of God’s command for us to show mercy. Most days it’s not in a car accident (thankfully) but rather the fast food drive-thru, the long line at the grocery store or the telephone with a less than “engaged” customer service representative, that I find myself called to show mercy. I hope the lessons of today and yesterday will serve as reminders for me to be as compassionate towards others as God has been towards me.

A CHISTMAS EVE STATUS REPORT

2008-12-24T05:17:00.000-08:00

Lisa uses this status report format on her blog and I really like it. It works well for those extreme days when you either have nothing to say or so much that you can't write just one post. Today is a perfect Status Report Day. I plan to update throughout the day and document every possible moment of the "build up" to the much anticipated - Christmas Day!

Sitting... here laughing my head off at C who sat straight up in bed this morning and instead of his usual, groggy "Good morning, mommy" He yelled out, "Well, Mommy, I guess Santa muss be getting dress!" It's going to be a fun day!

Making... a list, checking it twice. This refers to my final final meal list to be sure I have all the ingredients to prepare dinner tonight and tomorrow. Oh yeah, and making breakfast. That is, if you call cereal bars, bagels, strawberries and orange, apple or grape juice making something.

Calling... L with an EMERGENCY. He had to run an errand this morning, but before leaving got B out of bed and brought him into our room with his paci. Now the poor kid is paci-less and melting down! I abruptly ended a phone call with my mother, because B is screaming louder than I can talk. Whoo!

Bending... the rules to let B have candy with breakfast. I have to keep him happy while I find that paci.

Surviving... Barely. The rapid fire of questions C is already asking me this morning. Like..."When is Santa coming?" and "Is it almost dark yet?" and "Is it dark in China, right now?" and "Does that mean they are already having Christmas Eve night in China?" Can reindeer sit down? and last but not least this: "Uh, Mommy, do you remember that list I gave you to give Santa? Did you get it back? I need to look at it." I can only hope he doesn't need to add something. Maybe he just wants to hold Santa accountable tomorrow morning. We'll see. Hilarious.

Drinking... Freshly brewed Folgers Decaf coffee. Medium Roast.

Reading... My Jesus is Everything, by Anne Graham Lotz. She writes:

"He discharges the debtors. He delivers the captives. He defends the feeble. He blesses the young. He serves the unfortunate. He regards the aged. He rewards the diligent. He beautifies the meek. He is the key to knowledge. He is the wellspring of wisdom. He is the foundation of faith. He is the doorway of deliverance. He is the pathway to peace. He is the roadway of righteousness. He is the gateway to glory. He is the highway to happiness. My Jesus is...Everything!"

Praying... for those who don't know HIM. That by God's almighty power they will be led into the way everlasting.

Tracking... Santa's every move! like JMOM & Co. over at Lots of Scotts

THROUGH THE STORM

2008-12-23T20:23:00.000-08:00

Old news, maybe? You may have seen this already but before yesterday, I had not. I'd only heard about it. If you aren't familiar with the photo, it is the last house standing after Hurricane Ike flattened Gilchrist Island in September. The debris you see around the house was previously a neighborhood! As I read through my morning Psalms, I was moved to print this and place it in my Bible - right there at Psalms 91.

"A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand but it will not come near you. You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. If you make the Most High your dwelling - even the Lord who is my refuge - then no harm will befall you, no disaster will come near you in your tent, for he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. You will tread upon the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent. 'Because he loves me' says the Lord, 'I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name." (Psalms 91:7-14, NIV)

Please don't interpret this as my saying the folks who lost their homes on this devastated island were wicked. I am simply saying "See what God can do!"

THANKFULLY FREEZING COLD

2008-12-22T19:17:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the official first day of winter. This morning's temperature was a freezing 18 degrees. You wouldn't know it by today, but the place we call home is sometimes called HOT-Lanta, so we Georgia Peaches are well, um, adjusting.

Even my little B had a hard time thawing out this morning. He must have sensed it was a cold day, because he just wanted to cuddle with his favorite pillow, in his favorite chair and spend the day doing this:

However, we ended up doing something more along the lines of this:

Bundled to the max, on this chilly second day of winter my heart is flooded with thanksgiving. I thank God for the warm house that he woke us up in this morning, because truthfully, before we saw the news we had NO idea it was THAT cold outside. Afterall, it was a toasty 74 degrees inside.

I thank God for our warm home, I thank HIM that we have a home. I thank HIM that once we received the news of the low temperature, we were able to proceed to our closets and pick from a variety of long sleeved shirts and coats to keep warm. After preparing the boys breakfast (I thank HIM that our pantry is full), Dad went outside to warm the vehicles and we headed off to our schools and jobs.

I do not take for granted ALL that God has given us - a warm place to sleep, food to eat, clothes to wear, family to love, vehicles to drive, caretakers who eagerly and lovingly receive our children each morning and jobs to work. He is truly my Jehovah Raah - Lord The Provider. I give HIM all the praise and glory for his gracious provisions (spiritual and material) in our lives. Thank You Lord!

A PRAISE PARTY

2008-12-21T19:42:00.000-08:00

Oh, how I wish I had pictures of the fun we had tonight.

While Dad worked to finish some projects on his '08 "honey do" list, the boys and I retreated to their rooms for some good old fashioned fun. After a few games of football (seven touchdowns) and Bob the Builder, C decided we should sing. He selected two songs and with that, "sing time" turned into an all out praise party! The two "favorite" songs he selected were, #1: "Get Up" (Mary Mary) and #2: "I Know Who I Am" (Israel Houghton). He can really belt out this part of "Get Up":

"What are you afraid of? Don't you know what you're made of? One of God's greatest creations!"

Both songs are a part of our Praise and Worship at Children's Church on Wednesday nights, so he is very familiar with them even though he is sometimes too shy to fully participate in the group excercise. However, I saw tonight that even though he is somewhat reserved at church, he KNOWS the words, GETS the concepts and LOVES the Lord!

I pray constantly that the Lord manifest himself through our family and through our children and I am seeing that prayer answered everyday. Tonight was yet another chance for me to witness God moving and it warmed my heart. Just watching C jump around praising the Lord while belting out the words with everything he had was a blessing. I must say, it even gave me a few songs to sing and one in particular came to mind:

"There may be things I do not know. There may be places I cannot go. But if there is one thing I know. Yes God is real. For I can feel. HIM in my soul!"

Praise God! G'night

A MARY CHRISTMAS

2008-12-18T19:17:00.000-08:00

The story of two sisters who welcomed Jesus as he passed through their town, can teach us a lot about cherishing HIS presence. It is particularly appropriate as we move towards the last days of holiday shopping and preparations; It becomes so easy to turn our focus towards minor details and miss the opportunity to concentrate on the real cause for celebration - Jesus Christ.

As translated in The Message, the scriptures detailing Jesus’ visit with Mary and Martha read as follows:

"As they continued their travel, Jesus entered a village. A woman by the name of Martha welcomed him and made him feel quite at home. She had a sister, Mary who sat before the Master, hanging on every word he said. But Martha was pulled away by all she had to do in the kitchen. Later, she stepped in, interrupting them. 'Master don't you care that my sister has abandoned the kitchen to me? Tell her to lend me a hand.' The Master said, 'Martha, dear Martha, you're fussing far too much and getting yourself worked up over nothing. One thing only is essential, and Mary has chosen it - it's the main course, and won't be taken from her.'" Luke 10:38-42 (The Message)

Wow! Poor Martha scurried with every ounce of her being to make sure she was the "hostess with the most-ess," for Jesus. However, she missed the opportunity to sit before HIM. Could this be you this week or next week as Christmas Day draws near? I have been there for sure. However, with only seven days left in the Advent season, this passage is a timely reminder for us to stop and enjoy the presence of Christ in our lives. There is so much to thank him for. Resist the temptation to get drawn into the usual last minute frenzies that include things like running back to the mall to balance out the number of gifts you got Person A and Person B, or worse yet, because you realized you spent $100 dollars more on Child or Cousin A than Child or Cousin B. Maybe your frenzy includes stress over the number of green vegetables relative to the number of starches on the menu, or cakes versus pies or China versus paper plates. Whatever's driving your anxiety, take a minute to release it and choose NOT to sit at the head of the table or the base of the Christmas tree next Thursday(exhausted of course!), without having sat in the presence of our Lord and Savior this holiday season. Like Mary, sit at HIS feet, hang on to/meditate on HIS Word and HIS promises and well before the presents are unwrapped or the turkey is carved, receive your "main course," and the gifts that cannot be taken away.

Thank God for the gifts he gives all year long. Thank him for his only Begotten Son, thank him for the gift of eternal life, the gift of abundant life and the gift of salvation. It is easy slip into the preoccupations of Martha, but I hope you’ll join me in these last days leading up to the celebration of the birth of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, in being more like Martha’s sister and resolve to have A Mary Christmas, because guess what? Jesus is visiting your home too!

God Bless.

READING THE SIGNS

2008-12-17T18:56:00.000-08:00

I was reading my round of blogs last night and ran across a posting on "most memorable church signs." I've seen some really thought provoking ones over the years, but committed little to none of them to memory. But here are some from people who did:

"No God. No Peace. Know God. Know Peace."

"Sign broken. Come Inside for Message."

"Pray Until Something Happens."

"Don’t Make Me Come Down There – God."

"Need a lifeguard? Ours walks on water."

"Stop, drop and roll won’t work in hell."

"If you don’t believe in God you better KNOW hell doesn’t exist."

"Soul Food served here."

"Staying in bed shouting, “Oh God!” does NOT constitute going to church.”

"God answers knee-mail"

"Got faith?"

"Praying. It does a body good."

...and one I managed to recall:

"God invested in you. Have you shown him any interest?"

Okay just a few more (source)

"Does life stink? We have a pew for you!"

"What kind of person does God use? Details Sunday at 11:00 AM"

"Many who seek God at the eleventh hour die at 10:30."

"Prayer. The Best Wireless Connection."

"Cars are not the only thing being recalled by their maker."

"Swallowing pride will never give you indigestion."

"How will you spend eternity - Smoking or Non-Smoking?"

"Come in and let us prepare you for Finals."

BLAMELESS AND FAULTLESS

2008-11-22T09:47:00.000-08:00

This week's "Get the Picture?" post came to mind while doing something I do rather rarely these days, ironing. I have used the same brand of spray starch for years and a couple of weeks ago, when I was getting ready to do some ironing, I reached for the can, saw the name and the wonderful love of God came rushing to mind.

"Now unto Him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy, to the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and forever. Amen" Jude 1:24-25

OVER THE HILL

2008-11-21T11:56:00.000-08:00

Today is Daddy's birthday. The Big One. He is Four-O. Yes, forty! The boys and I started the morning with a few renditions of Happy Birthday. We'll do dinner tonight a party tomorrow and on and on and on until about Monday or Tuesday. I hope to make it special for him. In the meantime here's 40 things about the 40 year old, known around here as "Honey" and "Daddy."

I have known him 12 1/2 of his forty years.

We have been married 7 1/2 of those 12 1/2 years.

He wanted two boys.

He got 'em and he is craaazy about them.

He is not the least bit interested in sports, excpet the pee-wee teams Chase has played on.

He is the middle of five children.

The other four say he's his mother's favorite.

He is serious on the outside, but really an absolute RIOT, when you get to know him.

He loves to travel.

His greatest attribute is that he totally understands unconditional love. He has taught me a thing or two, about it.

He snores. Loud.

He blames it on me.

He was baptised for the first time, the night before we were married.

He knew what he was getting into.

Just kidding.

He is the real-life Bob the Builder.

His favorite hang-outs are Lowes and Home Depot.

He broke his leg in a tractor accident, nine months after we were married.

I missed my first day on a new job, while he had it surgically screwed back together. Ouch.

He was raised on a farm. His family raised cattle.

He helped his father build their family home.

He still has (and loves) his college car.

He loves to grill.

He is a wine enthusiast.

He would rather fly than drive.

He would rather eat out than in.

He was shot with a BB gun as a child.

The BB was still lodged in his finger until it was removed about five years ago.

He knows every fruit tree there is.

He is an accountant - publicly and privately.

He picked our first son's name.

Larry is NOT short for Lawrence. He would want you to know that.

He said he would never move to Atlanta.

Almost eleven years ago we moved to Atlanta.

He says he will never leave Atlanta. Oh yeah, and "he means it this time!"

I met him in Dallas, Texas.

Favorite food - meat.

Least Favorite food - veggies.

He also loves fruit.

He plans to retire at 52.

LIVE LIKE IT

2008-11-20T09:57:00.000-08:00

"Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ." Philippians 1:27 (NIV)

"Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain." 1 Corinthians 15:58 (NIV)

"Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God - this is your spiritual act of worship. do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is -his good, pleasing and perfect will." Romans 12:1-2

"So, I tell you this, and insist on it in the Lord, that you must no longer live like the Gentiles do, in the futility of their thinking." Ephesians 4:17 (NIV)

'Nuff said.

A MAMA'S PRAYERS

2008-11-17T18:35:00.000-08:00

I pray for my little boys everyday. Last week, the Holy Spirit placed on my heart that I should be more specific in my prayers and also pray unselfishly for them. I began to pray, not only for my desires but that God's sovereign will reign in their lives and that each of them would be led in his own way to advance God's Kingdom. Chase is so loving and is a giver to his very soul, he would rather give than receive - really. Bryce is a strong, leader type who is extremely charismatic and bright. I am blessed beyond measure to have them and I know God can and will use them. While on my nightly computer time, I ran across a blog written by another mom who was being led to do the same thing. God is so good. He brought Angie and I together, virtually that is, because I had a need to know and she - already knowing that which I desired to know more about - did not keep it to herself, but answered the call to share.

Angie wrote this awesome post listing seven prayers a day we can pray for our children, at seven different times of the day - "When they wake up, When they are getting dressed, While they are eating, When they go out of the house, While they are taking a bath, When they are going to bed and While they are sleeping" - making it easy to remember.

I was blessed by this. As the boys grow and do different things throughout the day, or I am led to different scriptures based on their personalities, gifts and challenges I will change it up, but I see it lasting a lifetime. My plan is to head to my local scrapbook store and make some nice little memo cards to keep in my purse, so I can look at them throughout the day.

With 390 (yes, that's three-hundred-ninety) comments on Angie's post, lots of other moms are praying 7 prayers a day for their little ones too.

MY HEART TRANSFORMED

2008-11-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

First, we decided on a church home. The next decision (mine) was that, wherever we landed, we would “be more involved,” this time. Looking back, this wasn’t a real substantive decision just one that said we would strive for regular attendance of Sunday service and sign the kids up for something fun and biblically educational.

As it turned out, our church requires the completion of four new member assimilation classes; the four classes cover seven lessons. A week after joining we started. It was the second class that became the catalyst for a life-altering change in my heart and life. In short, one half of the class focused on spiritual disciplines for spiritual growth, emphasizing the importance of a quality relationship with God and identifying specific actions Christians should take to grow spiritually: Daily Quiet Time, Reading/Studying the Bible, Memorizing and Meditating on Scripture, Prayer and Stewardship. It changed my plan from what would have been a routine Sunday appointment to one of spiritual transformation that God intends. Even at that moment, I don’t think I was fully aware of the road I was about to take, but I was moved to set aside some time each day to read and study the Word of God.

The Lord led me to some devotional websites and I picked one to visit each morning. Before I started my day, Bible in hand, I visited the site, read the daily writing and studied through the scriptures outlined in that day’s devotion. Each day, I became more and more engrossed in the Word. I would often start to read a scripture and before I knew it, had completely read an entire book of The Bible. I recall studying in the New Testament and then, led by an interest in the historical events that were referenced there, I would flip to the Old Testament and read a book (or two) there. I read and studied and read and studied, progressively more each day. My heart was being transformed.

“For the word of God is living and active. Sharper than any two edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.” (Hebrews 4:12, NIV)

Even though I said I was a Christian, I began to see that there were things in my life that were not in line with the will of God. It had never been clearer to me, that while I professed deep conviction and love with my mouth, I did NOT love the Lord with my life. God was revealing things to me that were previously masked by my own self righteousness (i.e. “I’m a good person.”) And a burden was laid on my heart to change them. I realized the magnitude of my sins. I realized that they were completely disrespectful to such an AWESOME God and they robbed me of the life he promises. I began to pray, take ownership and seek forgiveness. These words resonated with me: “For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord. As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” (Isaiah 55:8-10). I set out to make a change.

I decided to fast, as a mark of re-dedication as well as to petition God for his strength and continued revelation in my new walk of faith. I called up a friend who has always been a strong believer and inquired about a fast I knew she’d done some weeks prior. She did not ask me anything about my situation, but agreed to fast and pray with me (I am thankful for God-Friends!). That was a pivotal week. Things were revealed to me and people were sent to me, confirming what I was studying and reading in Gods’ Word, my prayers were acknowledged by God and I knew beyond any doubt that He was ready to move mightily in my life.

That was almost three months ago that I set out only to find a church and found God. He met me there. And to speak to his kindness and grace and mercy it was not with a fire-and-brimstone sermon, but rather, the meek and humble words of a teacher that set me on FIRE for HIM. I am reminded of one of my favorite songs in which he is called “Gentle Redeemer.” That lesson led me to The Bible. Once there, I was convicted by the Living Word. Once convicted (and repentant and willing to change), God began his redemptive work in my life.

My Heart Transformed.

HOT SMARTY PANTS

2008-11-15T17:50:00.000-08:00

Chase loves to change clothes. No less than five outfits a day – if I’d allow. He claims he gets hot and when he cools off and is ready to get re-dressed, he can't find his clothes. This is like a sport to him. I have recently told him if he can’t find his clothes, he has to wait until I can help him. No new outfits without my approval. Tonight in the middle of what I thought was a perfectly normal rendition of Old MacDonald he paused to take off his pants. I had not heard of any bottomless 4 year olds on the farm. I said “Chase, stop! What are you doing? Why are you taking your pants off? And don’t say you’re hot.” The house actually had a nice chill. So, he paused, I guess waiting for the right words. Once the words came, he began to take his pants off again, exclaiming “Mommy, I guess my BUTT is on FIRE!”

Oh, my!

ONLY ONE WAY

2008-11-15T08:54:00.000-08:00

I'm having a little fun with ScripICtures. I totally made it up. I actually think it would be a good way to teach scripture to the boys (with more age appropriate images of course), but I've got some other ideas for it here, so check back next Saturday for what will be my weekly "Get The Picture? " post. Here's this weeks:

"Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me." (John 14:6, KJV)

SEASON OF TRANSFORMATION

2008-11-15T08:09:00.000-08:00

I am in a season of total transformation - My Heart, My Home (the basement is almost finished!) and now My Blog.

Darcy, designer extraordinaire at Graphically Designing and My 3 Boybarians worked her magic on my little piece of the blog-o-sphere and I just love it. The finished product is so much prettier than I could've ever imagined. I'm amazed at Darcy's talent. She took little tidbits of information that I shared with her, put it with her own know-how and hooked.me.up.

Watching the design come together was such a fun process. So fun, that I'll surely do it again.

SOMETHING ABOUT ME

2008-11-14T13:46:00.000-08:00

I am a 37 year old Christian, wife and mother of two. My journey, simply described, is this: raised in the Church, wandered in the world, returned to the Lord (recently). I now seek to live genuinely, by the principles set forth in God’s Holy Word. I have always believed The Bible to be the inerrant and infallible Word of God and the final authority in every matter on which it speaks. But until recently, believing and doing were two separate things. I now aspire to practically apply HIS words to my daily living. You can read about the transformation of my heart here. Though I often fall short, I take each moment as a new opportunity to align myself with HIS will. I find extreme comfort in knowing that God is my biggest fan, that he honors my diligence, and he loves me unconditionally.

Speaking of love, I am “mommy” to two little boys that I absolutely adore. At ages 4 and 1, they give me daily doses of what I like to call Son-shine, filling my heart and life with infinite loads of love, laughter and laundry. I can’t imagine life without them; however, nothing in my journey prepared me for life with them. The amount of work and patience required of a parent is beyond anything I would've ever thought I was capable of doing and even now, I am a true work in progress. I have chased “balance” all over The Peach State (Georgia) and only now do I know that you can never truly attain it (because life is always changing), but God can give you a peace in your situation that passes all understanding (Philippians 4:7), so that’s where I am on that – peacefully unbalanced. I try to be intentional in my parenting, focusing on those things that are most important. I don’t give myself a failing grade for not living up to everything else. This has been extremely liberating when it comes to Mommy Guilt. I now accept (fully) that, yes, I am sometimes frustrated with my own children, I will always have loads of laundry that don’t get folded and hot dog night does not make me bad mother. I am growing in God’s grace in this and all other aspects of my life, which speaks to the total power of prayer.

One of my favorite things to do is talk to the Lord in prayer; Formal and informal, public and private, frequent and fervent. On my knees, on my feet, in my closet, at my desk, in my car and in my home I am thankful to God for this privilege. It has solidified my relationship with him. And since I believe the most effective prayers are those rooted in scripture it has increased my desire to study HIS word, one hundred fold. I love to talk with God about his promises and to have him talk back to me (through revelations from HIS Word) about HIS will. I go to him in prayer, he sends me to HIS Word, I go back to him in prayer he sends me back to HIS Word, and I go back to him…..well, you get the point. Our conversations are awesome.

Since, I know personally the struggles of balancing the Mother Load; I am so very compassionate towards women in this season of life, particularly those with children still in the home. I have blogged about it, social networked about it and have overcome many-a-hurdle by the testimony of others. A couple of months ago, I stumbled upon a ministry where seasoned moms minister to newer moms based on Titus 2. I look forward to learning more about it and one day sharing it with moms I know.

Thanks for stopping by. I hope you are blessed, entertained, enlightened and that you decide to come back.

BEING A WIFE

2008-10-22T13:09:00.000-07:00

Bible Study has progressed to our lesson on Being A Wife. Much of what is being discussed speaks to my heart, but speaking the loudest is this - LOVE IS AN ACTION. 7 1/2 years of marriage and I don't think I've ever really thought of it that way. It is something I have to learn and I discovered that God has been preparing me for this lesson, making my heart teachable, for at least a week.

While in the bookstore last week I purchased The Love Dare, a book based on the movie Fireproof. Fireproof, is the story of a firefighter who uses a 40-day experiment (the love dare) to save his failing marriage. The book is a "40-day challenge for husbands and wives to understand and PRACTICE unconditional love." I flipped through the book at the counter and thought it would be a fun exercise one that I would breeze through, because I’m already the perfect wife. I didn’t even tell Larry, I was just going to surprise him with 40 days of uninterrupted kindness. Well, I had no idea that not even ten pages in, it would reveal to me that I’m not so perfect after all. My confession to you is that I haven't even made it past Lesson 1 – Patience:

"Love is Patient. The first part of this dare is fairly simple. Although love is communicated in a number of ways, our words often reflect the condition of our heart. For the next day, resolve to demonstrate patience and to say nothing negative to your spouse at all. If the temptation arises, choose not to say anything. It's better to hold your tongue than to say something you'll regret."

By the end of day one, I completed the lesson, but I couldn’t believe how many opportunities I’d missed. I needed to spend some time on Patience, stopping and praying and asking God to conform my heart. This is where this week's "Being A Wife" became invaluable to me.

The first point:

1. Our relationship to our spouse is parallel to our relationship with the Lord. God has many times compared His relationship to the body of Christ to the relationship between a husband and wife.” Required Reading – 1 Corinthians 13.

“Love is patient, love is kind. I does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is no rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, It keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.” 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

Do you ever just get embarrassed in the presence of God? I didn’t make it past the first three words.

The second point ACTION:

2. Love does not need to be felt in order to exist. IT IS AN ACTION.

How did that convict me? Well, whenever I lash out, my get out of jail free card is “I’m tired,” “I’m stressed,” “I’m overworked,” “I have two toddlers,” and on and on. But, I have to make a conscience decision even when I don’t feel like it, to show love and kindness towards my husband, building him up instead of tearing him down with words because I don't feel like playing nice. Nowhere in scripture does it make exceptions for stress, work or small children. This relates to something else God is dealing with me on - Discipline. Amy made a great point “God does not ask us to operate on emotions or to follow our hearts; we must lead our hearts to conform to God’s will.”

The final point was Prayer:

3. Prayer is the key to a long lasting, God filled marriage.

We should pray for the strength or our marriage, solutions to whatever is troubling you (instead of calling all your girlfriends) as well as cover our spouse in prayer so that he may carry out what God ordained him to do. Amy took the point on prayer to express another one. She wrote:

“I want to take this subject matter and use it as an opportunity to express another point: If you have an issue with your spouse, you have no right to speak of that issue to anyone else if you have not taken it to God in prayer and then your spouse. You are your husband’s helpmate. It does not help him if you do not pray on his behalf, not consult with him, or worse gossip about him to others.”

This was a God sent lesson for me. No matter how "right" you think you have it, whatever IT is, when you raise the standard of God’s word against it, you are humbled and your thoughts are forever transformed, I pray that my actions follow.

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord" Isaiah 55:8

We are now studying Part 2 on Marriage (submission). It was not a part of our original plan but Amy felt led by God to take a deeper look into the marriage relationship. I am looking forward to it.!

A CLOSE CALL

2008-10-19T08:07:00.001-07:00

The majority of the kids' toys are in our family room. There, they can play under my watchful eye, while I cook, clean and do various chores. Bryce's playpen is there, primarily for naps, but he climbs in and out of it, ooooh, a few hundred times a day. He can't get in or out without assistance, so Chase always gives him the necessary push/pull.

Today, Bryce's screams indicated he wanted out, again however, he was unwilling to do his usual part of climbing most of the way. This left Chase struggling to lift his almost 25-pound frame. Chase shouted, "Mommy, I can't get him out!" I offered to help, only after I pulled breakfast from the oven. I found their response (total silence) odd, especially since Bryce usually doesn't stop screaming until he gets exactly what he wants. Well, it was odd and it was not consent, as we sometimes think silence is.

Just as I turned towards the family room Chase was saying "That's okay [mommy], I'll just use this rope," at the same time he was preparing to wrap a belt around his fully cooperative brother's neck and hoist him from the playpen! Oh no!

I thought of the many times a day, I say "Thank you Lord," for keeping an innocent game, an intended good deed, or just plain curiosity, from turning into total tragedy; The answer is hundreds if not thousands. This is just my story, a few weeks ago, I witnessed a neighbor come that close to backing over his son in their driveway, as they were heading out to work and preschool.

Statistics on toddler accidents show that most of them occur at home and result in more deaths than childhood diseases. My prayer is that God continue to keep our home safe and keep me on my toes! Here is a very moving post and testimony on this topic.

ROOTS AND WINGS

2008-10-15T19:22:00.000-07:00

"There are two lasting bequests we can give our children, one is Roots, the other is Wings!" ~ Hodding Carter

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This is one of my favorite quotes and today, I think, marked the beginning of both. Tonight at church, all interested parents registered their children for AWANA. The name - Approved Workmen Are Not Ashamed - is derived from 2 Timothy 2:15.

"Study to show thyself approved unto God, a workman that needs not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth." 2 Timothy 2:15

AWANA is a 40 year old program, that meets weekly in churches nationwide to teach children ages 4 - 12th grade about the wonderful word of God! It focuses on building a good foundation through scripture memorization and biblical teaching via interactive learning activities. This is another answered prayer.

I love the Lord's faithfulness to His Word. If you read this post, you know my heart sank when Chase learned there was no group prayer before eating at school. I have been longing to have him in a more Bible based learning environment (i.e. Christian private school), but we have encountered some personal challenges around the execution of this desire - commute, costs, no vacancies at certain schools - to name a few; and then came AWANA.

"If you shall ask anything in my name, I will do it." John 14:4

During the course of my prayers about this over the past few weeks, came the announcement in our church bulletin. AWANA meets one night a week, and focuses on a set, age-appropriate curriculum, running parallel to the school year. Chase has already learned a tremendous amount through attending the less formal children's classes on Wednesday nights. I can only imagine what he will learn in a more formal program. We will even have the opportunity to participate, along with other member churches, in Bible Quizzes, Games & Talent Competitions. This reminds me so much of my VBS, BTU days growing up. A proper foundation is SO important as stated in the divine Book of Wisdom.

""Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it." Proverbs 22:6

With these Roots my heart will have peace when it is time to give them Wings.

Oh yeah, an added bonus: Children who complete the entire program receive an automatic $10,000 college scholarship.

TESTIMONY TUESDAY

2008-10-14T00:01:00.000-07:00

Amy at In Pursuit of Proverbs 31 started a Bible Study a few weeks ago and I stumbled upon it last night.

I have been SOOO praying that GOD would lead me to a network of women (whether its 2 or 200), that I could study with - virtually, that is. I am not in a place right now where I can take on even one more brick and mortar commitment, but I yearn to know more and grow more in the Lord. He has been placing God-Friends all around me and Amy's Bible study is another answered prayer !

Amy asked that all participants answer the questions below:

What do you hope to get out of this Bible study?
I am seeking to know more about what GOD intends for me as a Christian wife and mother. It is a crazy challenge! But I know that for every life circumstance and condition there is an anointed Word from the Lord - I am seeking to know more about that.

What if anything, has prevented you from studying these scriptures in the past?
I have read P31 and heard women speak on these scriptures many times, but that was well before I became a wife a mother or truly committed in my walk with the Lord; For all those reasons, it is much more relevant to me now.

What have you found helpful or frustrating about living out these scriptures?
Frustrating - The Balancing Act, which I often find myself on the unBalanced end of.

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You can see the outline for our Lesson Plan here

LITTLE DANNY BOY

2008-10-13T13:34:00.000-07:00

Bryce has decided not to be called well, uh, Bryce. He has, in one day, one hour, changed his first name.

He is the social butterfly in our family and unlike the rest of us introverts, he never meets a stranger. He's had plenty of experience in meeting people and somewhere along the way, he decided he likes the hand-shaking part best! So he often extends his hand to start a conversation.

Chase, who is very obviously the child of two accountants, is much more reserved. But, he goes along for the meet and greets with his brother, mostly because he is very protective of him and wants to be wherever he is; A strange dynamic in the whole sibling relationship, best described as The 'I'll knock the crap out of him but you don't touch my brother!' Syndrome.

A typical stranger-meet starts off with Bryce begging the attention of an innocent bystander by babbling and extending his hand. Chase wanders over, to check out the scene and usually gives a handshake with a shy, barely audible "Hi, my name is Chase." Apparently, Bryce thinks "Hi, my name is Chase," is a scripted line and when asked his name he says, (you guessed it) "Chase." I started working with him to change that.

"Your name is not Chase," I say. "Your name is Bryce." He just looks at me with this silly laugh and hides his face. He will not say Bryce - ever. He calls himself Dani. So, Dani it is, that's how he introduces himself, he answers to it without fail and until he says different, I guess that's what we'll call him. [exhale!] Good thing I hadn't invested too much in my favorite personalized gifts from Pottery Barn Kids.

A PERFECT SUNDAY

2008-10-12T18:15:00.000-07:00

Daily Bread -

Scriptures that got me through:

"I have been young and now I'm old; Yet I have never seen the righteous forsaken, Nor his descendants begging bread. (Psalms 37:25)

"Be still and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!" Psalms 47:10

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Brotherly Luv -

The boys loving on each other while I get ready for church. I cherish these moments. No arguments and violent fits over armless, headless, figure men. 2-Cute!!!

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Speaking of Bread....

Tomorrow I have to take a favorite family recipe to Chase's school (a day late, of course - it was due Friday, oops) His teacher is compiling a cookbook for the holiday season. I am looking forward to it. I love to eat some of the favorite foods of my childhood as well as prepare our house favorites - one of which is the Pumpkin Loaf. I thought I would pass it along here.

I store my "best of" recipes in a recipe box I received as a gift at one of my bridal showers, 7 1/2 years ago now - WOW!!! The box is inscribed with The Fruit of the Spirit:

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance: against such there is no law."(Galatians:22-23).

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And some other quotes:

"Those who wish to transform the world, must be able to transform themselves."

"The joyful heart is always ready to count life's blessings."

"The true measure of loving God is to love him without measure."

"Nothing is so strong as gentlessness: Nothing is so gentle as real strength."

"Every good work is a grain of seed for eternal life."

"True Peace is knowing God will do what he promises."

"Patience is having the strength to wait for the Lord's perfect timing."

"Faith is the blossom that springs forth the seeds of hope."

"Gather seeds of kindness: Plant each with tender care."

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Oh yeah, the recipe!

Pumpkin Loaf

Instructions for the loaf:

3 eggs
1 cup of sugar
2/3 cup of canned Pumpkin
3/4 cup of flour
1 teaspoon of baking soda
1/2 teaspoon of cinnamon
1/4 teaspoon of salt
1/2 cup of finely chopped nuts
Powdered Sugar (sprinkle a towel large enough to hold the finished cake, with powdered sugar)

Grease 10x15 cookie sheet. Line w/wax paper, grease again. Mix batter in the order of ingredients given. Beat eggs, sugar, then add pumpkin. Sift together flour, soda, cinnamon & salt and add to egg/sugar/pumpkin mixture. Spread batter in pan, sprinkle w/nuts. Bake 15 minutes at 350 degrees. Turn out on a towel that has been sprinkled w/ Powdered Sugar. Roll up in towel w/wax paper & let cool.

Instructions for the filling:

1 (8 oz.) cream cheese
2 Tbsps. Butter, softened
3/4 tsp of vanilla
1 cup of sifted powdered sugar

Cream ingredients w/mixer until smooth. Unroll cake and remove wax paper spread filling over cake. Roll back up & wrap in waxpaper/foil. Store in fridge.

Happy Baking,

MY PURSE PROFILE

2008-10-11T16:37:00.000-07:00

I Took the Test

What Your Handbag Says About You

You are concerned with how you appear. Projecting your high status is important to you.

You tend to be relaxed throughout the day. You are naturally at peace.

You are a high maintenance person. You feel lost outside of your normal environment.

You are a very creative person. Your life tends to be a whirlwind, but you always seem to pull it together.

You are practical and down to earth. You tend to be a rather reserved and quiet person.

What Does Your Handbag Say About You?

MY SISTERS KEEPER

2008-10-07T19:19:00.001-07:00

I attended my first Corporate Diversity Committee meeting yesterday. I enjoyed being in a meeting filled with kindred spirit. You could feel the girl-power at the door. I was one of nine women and likely the least experienced in this initiative. I sat there SO praising GOD for both my Right Now (meaning, HIS allowing this opportunity to happen to me) and my Not Yet (meaning, I know HE has a bigger plan for me).

The highlight for me, was when as a part of our "what we hope to achieve" brainstorming session, one of the more experienced women on the team shared the theory of TURN and PULL. The idea is simple: an organization of women can rise, if as each one advances, she Turns back and Pulls one or more women along with her. I played that over and over in my head. I liked it and I saw it not only as a charge to elevate women at our company and in the corporate-world over, but likewise in the Kingdom of God.

Of course in the context of God the desires differ, they are focused on a strong relationship with HIM and a servants heart - rather than the rise to some C-level (e.g. CEO, CFO, CIO, COO) position of envied authority; But the concept is still applicable. GOD's word charges women to be responsible for each other, teaching one another in spiritual and practical matters (Titus 2:3-5). Turn and Pull. Turn and Pull.

That says to me: Becoming a Proverbs 31 Woman takes a Titus 2 Support System. I think this is a call to action, ladies, we are indeed our ~~Brothers~~ Sister's Keeper.

Who will you TURN and PULL?

"The aged woman likewise, that they be in behavior as becometh holiness, not false accusers, not given to much wine, teachers of good things; That they may teach the young women to be sober, to love their husbands, to love their children, To be discreet, chaste, keepers at home, good, obedient to their own husbands, that the word of God be not blasphemed." (Titus 2:3-5)

A THOUSAND WORDS

2008-10-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

A Thousand Words? That means it's mostly picture day here on the blog.

Here, Chase and Larry headed out to Texas a full day ahead of Bryce and me, to do some male bonding. Chase caught his FIRST fish, and two more after that. He was so darn excited, he could hardly form a sentence to tell me what he'd done. He eventually got it out "Mommy! Mommy! I catched a fish, three of 'em!" he said.

BOYS TO MEN

2008-10-07T05:33:00.000-07:00

Friday's "Man Trip" started with breakfast and a trip to Dad's office.

Chase's favorite part was the spinning chair. He has no concept of the years of hard work it takes to get an "Executive" chair. When you think about that, it highlights the craziness of the corporate world. AfterI read the book Three Big Questions for a Frantic Family, Larry & I discussed our personal and family priorities. Both money and material things (while nice and enjoyable - I love a good name brand purse) were so low on both our lists, we surprised each other. I am so glad we agree that our true treasures are in Heaven!!!

"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also." (Matthew 6:19-21, NIV)

Anyway, this was a fun time for both Larry and Chase and I am convinced that there are some things that are just easier for a Man to teach a Boy, so I pray for this relationship daily and I am looking forward to Bryce joining the fun.

GO DADDY GO

2008-10-06T17:55:00.000-07:00

I don't have daughters, I am blessed with two sons, and they are wonderfully blessed with an awesome father. They adore him and he - them. I also have an adorable niece - "B"- that gives me my girl-fix.

I have found that, once you become a parent you pray for all children - for their well-being and also that they have parents and loved ones who adore them as much as we do the precious babies in my family. Here is a totally cute video from You Tube, meant to highlight the importance of involved Dads; And for those of you with daughters, here's another website you might like.

Say a prayer of thanksgiving and for the well being of all the children God has placed in your life, today.

Enjoy!!!

"Lo, children are a heritage [gift] from the Lord: and the fruit of the womb is his reward" Psalm 127:3

THREE SCORE & TEN

2008-10-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

My mother-in-law is celebrating her 70th birthday today.

Larry, the kids and I will attend the official celebratory bash this weekend in Larry's hometown (Marshall, TX.). We are looking forward to some fishing, 4-wheeler riding and good BBQ - sounds like the recipe for a Texas Good Time.

Chase is so excited. He's been talking about it to everyone - the teacher, the barber, the grocery store clerk and just about anyone who will listen - all week long. Along with their cousins, Chase and Bryce will perform a special birthday song for Granny. Bryce, is not yet able to say or sing words as long as "celebration," but to compensate he will serve as back-up dancer. He has been brushing up on his dance steps the past few nights and has the word "Whoo Hoo!" down pact. Right now, he is a dancing-prancing-whoo-hoo machine.

Bryce often gets actively involved in Praise & Worship at church, so he tends to Praise & Worship at the sound of ALL music. I noticed last night when he and Chase were practicing their performance, that even though it's not a Gospel song, he was doing a little "shouting" anyhow. I suspect, he'll steal the show when he closes his eyes, shakes his head and lifts his hands towards heaven (to Kool and The Gang). But that's okay, with his Granny being 70 years young, we all have something to give Praise & Thanksgiving to the Lord about. Go 'head praise him baby.

By the way, we will also get to see Nana & PawPaw (my parents) and Niece Brailey. They are making the 3-hour drive to join the celebration. Whoo-Hoo!

"The days of our lives are threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labour and sorrow, for it is soon cut off, and we fly away." (Psalms 90:10).

NO PRAYING ALLOWED

2008-10-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

We start every meal with a prayer at home. Chase is pretty well disciplined and says his mealtime prayers along with a Bible verse (“Jesus wept,” John 11:35) often. There are times he wants to eat right away, until we stop and have him back-it-up and bless his food.

Recently, Chase charged the dinner table like he hadn’t eaten in months. I had to slow him down with my “say your verse or you’ll get a tummy ache,” speech. A confused look appeared on his face and I thought he was preparing to debate me on my tummy ache assertion. Not able to articulate what confused him, I helped him.

“Why are you looking like that?” I asked. “Ms. Laurie said we don’t do that," he responded. “Don’t do what?” I questioned. He lowered his head and said “Pray.” My heart sank; Oh yeah I thought, he is in a public school environment. He told me the classroom rules - remain quiet until your food is served and say please and thank you, “but not prayers,” he finished.

For this and other reasons I vowed to find a Christian school, but God said “Wait a minute. Remember, this is your responsibility, first.” Christian school should act as reinforcement to what Chase is receiving at home. We don’t live in a Private Christian World and whether he attends Christian School or not, it is our job as parents to give him the foundation to stand on God’s word everywhere.

Everyday is an opportunity for us to teach more and pray more and say more to our Children about God’s word. In parenting God has given us both tremendous responsibility and opportunity! I told Chase that he was free to say an individual prayer without permission or class participation; Go ahead....pray baby.

“Train up a child in the way he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it” Proverbs 22:6

THE ECONOMIC CRY-SIS

2008-10-01T13:33:00.000-07:00

Admittedly, the recent developments in our economy, have left me wondering whether the bad guys will just get rich and walk away, despite their bad decisions, bad intentions and massive profits; Wondering about those of us who are always careful to do the right thing, those of us who wouldn't so much as dream of being this reckless and dishonest? Do we get left holding the bag - the worthless, empty rescue bag?

It's a crying shame. I have engaged in countless discussions with friends and family, but ultimately, I went where I knew there was an answer for our current state of confusion - God's Word - where every life circumstance and condition is addressed. I started with a familiar scripture (Galatians 6:7), that I learned in Vacation Bible School as a teenager and have never forgotten.

God's word is clear that there are consequences for our actions. No person on this earth - as HE is not mocked - will fail to reap what they have sown. I found it comforting to read the words that God gives on how we should react in distressing times and his promise of what His children will receive. We are not to become discouraged but rather, reassured in our reward of everlasting life! Now, that's ahhh'right with me - smile :)

"For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?" Mark 8:36
"Be not deceived for God is not mocked. Whatsover a man soweth, that shall he reap. For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit, shall reap life everlasting. And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart." Galatians 6:7-9

HOME SWEET HOME

2008-09-30T11:07:00.000-07:00

We are so blessed that the Lord has led us to a church home. We diligently sought deliverance from our self described serial-visitation and after what seemed like an endless search, we are very excited to be members of Elizabeth Baptist Church, Pastor Craig L. Oliver

Elizabeth is a LARGE church (e.g 11,000 members), which initially concerned me, but we feel so embraced and comfortable there. This church has such a "small church" personality with a lot of opportunities to fellowship and serve, and you feel as though you are amongst old friends from Day One. Pastor Oliver is a dynamic minister and leader and as evidenced by our experience thus far, he is accompanied by an equally strong and spirit - filled ministry staff. We have spent the last three weeks in our New Members Classes (three down, one to go) where we've heard some anointed words from the Lord and met some very inspiring people. The kids love it too, especially Chase. Each Sunday, he heads anxiously to Children's Church where he engages in his own learning activities and conversations about Jesus.

During our phase of serial visitation, I ran across an awesome blog - SisterHill.com. The young lady who started this site lives in Atlanta and is searching for a church home for herself and her young daughter. I think she has done a great job of outlining and speaking to some key points that are often considered when searching for a place of worship to call home like, location, service times, denomination, church size, children's programs and much more. If you are in the Atlanta area, her site can be very helpful to you, and if not, perhaps you might be inspired to do something similar in your city or state.

"And let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is, but exhorting one another and so much the more, as ye see the day approaching." Hebrews 10:24-25

MOM 2 MOM

2008-09-29T18:43:00.000-07:00

Eager to share this Moms Ministry with you guys (as soon as I get all studied up).

In the interim I am participating in an online study group at IPOP 31 (In Pursuit Of Proverbs 31) I'll share my learnings and blessings as we progress. Here's our 10-week lesson plan (yes, a lesson plan, Amy rocks!)

Proverbs 31 - Shattering the Myths
The True Woman of Proverbs 31
Proverbs 31 on Relationships with God
Proverbs 31 on Being a Wife
Proverbs 31 on Being a Mother
Proverbs 31 on Management
Proverbs 31 on Resourcefulness
Proverbs 31 on Ministry
Proverbs 31 on Matters of the Soul
Proverbs 31 and You

CONTACT ME

2008-09-29T18:41:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS

2008-09-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

PRAYERS

2008-09-29T04:16:00.000-07:00

My first cousin (Marcus), is currently hospitalized. Pray that the Lord restore his health.

"I pray for you, you pray for me and watch God change things." from the song Be Blessed by Bishop Paul Morton. Click on song title to hear.

With less than 30 days left until our Presidential Election, let's start praying for our elected leader; whomever that may be.
"I exhort therefore, that first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks be made for all men; For kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead peaceable lives in all godliness and honesty." 1 Timothy 2: 1-2

100 THINGS I'VE DONE

2008-01-26T20:00:00.000-08:00

Lisa Q posted this and I thought it was a fun thing to do. Everything in BOLD CAPS, I've done. If you post this leave a comment, so I can check out your list.

1. STARTED YOUR OWN BLOG.
2. Slept under the stars.
3. Played in a band
4. Visited Hawaii.
5. Watched a meteor shower.
6. GIVEN MORE THAN YOU CAN AFFORD TO CHARITY.
7. BEEN TO DISNEY LAND. Been to Disney World
8. Climbed a mountain.
9. Held a praying mantis.
10. SANG A SOLO.
11. Bungee jumped.
12. VISITED PARIS.
13. Watched a lightning storm at sea.
14. Taught yourself an art from scratch.
15. Adopted a child.
16. HAD FOOD POISONING.
17. WALKED TO THE TOP OF THE STATUE OF LIBERTY.
18. GROWN YOUR OWN VEGETABLES.
19. SEEN THE MONA LISA IN FRANCE.
20. Slept on an overnight train.
21. HAD A PILLOW FIGHT.
22. Hitch hiked.
23. TAKEN A SICK DAY WHEN YOU'RE NOT SICK.
24. Built a snow fort.
25. Held a lamb.
26. Gone skinny dipping.
27. Run a marathon.
28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice.
29. Seen a total eclipse.
30. WATCHED A SUNRISE OR SUNSET.
31. Hit a home run.
32. Been on a cruise.
33. Seen Niagra Falls in person.
34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors.
35. Seen an Amish community.
36. Taught yourself a new language
37. HAD ENOUGH MONEY TO BE TRULY SATISFIED.
38. Seen the leaning tower of Pisa in person.
39. Gone rock climbing.
40. Seen Michelangelo's David.
41. SUNG KARAOKE.
42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt.
43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant.
44. Visited Africa.
45. WALKED ON A BEACH BY MOONLIGHT.
46. Been transported in an ambulance.
47. HAD YOUR PORTRAIT PAINTED.
48. Gone deep sea fishing.
49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person.
50. BEEN TO THE TOP OF THE EIFFEL TOWER IN PARIS.
51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling.
52. Kissed in the rain.
53. Played in the mud.
54. GONE TO A DRIVE-IN THEATER.
55. Been in a movie.
56. Visited the Great Wall of China.
57. STARTED A BUSINESS.
58. Taken a martial arts class.
59. Visited Russia.
60. Served in a soup kitchen.
61. SOLD GIRL SCOUT COOKIES.
62. Gone whale watching.
63. Gotten flowers for no reason.
64. Donated blood, platelets, or plasma.
65. Gone sky diving.
66. Visited a Nazi concentration camp.
67. BOUNCED A CHECK.
68. Flown in a helicopter.
69. SAVED A FAVORITE CHILDHOOD TOY.
70. VISITED THE LINCOLN MEMORIAL.
71. Eaten caviar.
72. Pieced a quilt.
73. STOOD IN TIMES SQUARE.
74. Toured the Everglades.
75. BEEN FIRED FROM A JOB.
76. Seen the changing of the guards in London.
77. Broken a bone.
78. Been on a speeding motorcycle.
79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person.
80. Published a book.
81. Been to the Vatican.
82. BOUGHT A BRAND NEW CAR.
83. Walked in Jerusalem.
84. HAD YOUR PICTURE IN THE PAPER.
85. Read the entire Bible.
86. Visited the White House.
87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating.
88. HAD CHICKEN POX.
89. Saved someone's life.
90. Sat on a jury.
91. MET SOMEONE FAMOUS.
92. JOINED A BOOK CLUB.
93. LOST A LOVED ONE.
94. HAD A BABY.
95. SEEN THE ALAMO IN PERSON.
96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake.
97. BEEN INVOLVED IN A LAWSUIT.
98. OWNED A CELL PHONE.
99. Been stung by a bee.
100. READ AN ENTIRE BOOK IN ONE DAY.